我本想到用crush,但是词典上对于crush 的解释如下：~ (on sb)： a strong feeling of love, that usually does not last very long, that a young person has for sb older （通常指年轻人对年长者的短暂的）热恋，迷恋所以，用crush 不太合适。请参考：I've been loving you secretly for a long time.I've been loving you secretly for so long.I've been having this affection/special feeling for you for a long time.
